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Paul Watson wrote:
And if nothing else I can call people names here and they probably won't ever find out
I'll be watching... I'll be watching...
Regards,
Brian Dela
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Have some more - then we can post without fear of your never sleeping eye!
I've always heard that there was an idea behind Win ME... I still can't figure out what that was... anyboy know??? I;ve herad the idea was that it was supposed to be n operating system but I doubt this. - Brian Delahunty
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lol. I'll have some more Megan if your willing to pay for it!!!
Regards,
Brian Dela
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I will shamelessly use mine to increaes my post count.
"Time spent with cats is never wasted." - Colette
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Paul Watson wrote:
test posting here
Beware - I did that when my name mysteriously dissapeared thanks to a formatting error on my part (which you kindly pointed out to me). Before I could go back and delete the offending test post, Brian had spotted me, and so my first personal posting board was born!
I've always heard that there was an idea behind Win ME... I still can't figure out what that was... anyboy know??? I;ve herad the idea was that it was supposed to be n operating system but I doubt this. - Brian Delahunty
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Testing new sig provided by David Wulff
Paul Watson Bluegrass Cape Town, South Africa Ray Cassick wrote: Well I am not female, not gay and I am not Paul Watson
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I've just noticed you slowly going insane in here, and spotted this post... you're sig is as same as it was before, it comes through on one line in e-mail responses.
David Wulff Born and Bred.
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Paul Watson wrote:
I know a good shrink, but she refuses to see me, I can still give you her number though.
Show a picture first
Every gun that is made, every warship launched, every rocket fired, signifies in the final sense a theft from those who hunger and are not fed, those who are cold and are not clothed - Dwight D. Eisenhower
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Ugh, I am just so not in the mood to drag her sorry arse out the freezer, photograph her, put it back in and then send you the photo.
I knew I should have taken a photo of her when she was still alive. Would have made it much easier to get red of the feds as well.
Paul Watson Bluegrass Cape Town, South Africa
Crikey! ain't life grand?
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What happened about Portugal/Spain/Turkey and Guernsey?
we are here to help each other get through this thing, whatever it is Vonnegut jr.
sighist || Agile Programming | doxygen
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Lena happened.
Over the last month or so we scaled from Spain and Morocco to Germany and Spain to just Germany and finally Guernsey. The dates ranged from two weeks to one week to three days and back to one week. It went from lovers to close friends to not close friends to "lets try seperate flights".
Today, one week ahead of my booked leave, was d-day and she hasn't phoned. I told her if she didn't by today then I was going ahead with my own plans. Up till last Thursday things were ok, not perfect but looking good for going together to Guernsey to spend a week. Then she phoned and said she wasn't sure anymore, afraid and confused etc.
So rather than visit a place that will only remind me of her and What May Have Been I decided, with much cheering from Meg and Colin, Scotland looked nice and booked my flights.
Been a shite last few weeks I can tell you.
regards,
Paul Watson
Bluegrass
South Africa
Ian Darling wrote:
"and our loonies usually end up doing things like Monty Python."
Crikey! ain't life grand?
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Feels like the perfect night to have a man's night out, with lots of beer and lots of sulking 'bout the ladies
we are here to help each other get through this thing, whatever it is Vonnegut jr.
sighist || Agile Programming | doxygen
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Indeed. Sure you have a few tales to throw into the sulking pit.
Thanks for asking
regards,
Paul Watson
Bluegrass
South Africa
Ian Darling wrote:
"and our loonies usually end up doing things like Monty Python."
Crikey! ain't life grand?
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Just back from a birthday party of a mutual (long term) friend where I went with AnnA. Only Rilke comes close: "Schönheit ist der Anfang von Schrecklichem" - "Beauty is the beginning of terror"
She scaled down her still-current bf to "some days off relationship", and keeps these two sides (us and our mutual friends, and him, as separate as possible). She's ok with the situation as is. She decided that for the time being relationship means to her "spending some good time", no more.
She's mortally afraid of people clinging to much to her. She says she enjoys the time with me, but she does not love me. She says that she hurt, and turned away from, to many people in her life, and she doesn't want this to happen between us, so she keeps the "final distance". (So I end up not being f***ed because she likes me more than those she does. What as beast - what can you say against that?)
What makes it worse is that I perfectly know where all this comes from, what made her be this way.
The time I spend with her makes me both happy and sad. If I were only happy, thins could remain the way they are. If I were only sad, it would be easy to just go away.
we are here to help each other get through this thing, whatever it is Vonnegut jr.
sighist || Agile Programming | doxygen
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>If I were only happy, thins could remain the way they are. If I were only sad, it would be easy to just go away.
So true friend, so true. The unsurity of it, the off and on nature, the unknown, the vascilating infuriation of it!
Yes or no, not maybe.
Stop playing with me whether you mean to or not. Look at me now and decide, then stick to it.
I think of an altered situation where she was malicious and I almost wish it were true so that I could be angry at her and not just sad, confused and frustrated.
regards,
Paul Watson
Bluegrass
South Africa
Ian Darling wrote:
"and our loonies usually end up doing things like Monty Python."
Crikey! ain't life grand?
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